I am a person who doesn’t exercise. I sit in front of the computer the whole time. At work. At home. Life was great until I had a baby Cardiac Ischemia.

Now I have to move my lazy arse and start exercising because I’m the only one who doesn’t, and we have a family history of cardiac diseases too.

I remember my dad had cardiac ischemia. I was so frightened then. He is fully recovered now, thanks to a lot of prayers, his determination, my mom’s love and support, etc. <3  I love my dad!

I guess my mom didn’t want it to happen again. I’m still too young for it to have any permanent effect on me, but it prompted my mom to buy me a Mountain Bike… a split second decision.

Prevention is better than cure she said. My dad also told me his heart rehab costs a fortune. I don’t want my family to have me as a burden. So hello there, my biking adventures !

Bicycle in a cab. Meet my bicycle: White.

♥ Tracy

Now I remember why it was so hard for me to study back when I was still a student.

I take too many breaks.

I need to move my arse so that I can achieve my 2010 goals !

Must. Control. Self.

♥ Tracy

Just a quick update.

I’m doing my best.

… gah …

AFK

[ goes to my aunt's house to ask her to explain again ]

♥ Tracy

I’ve been trying to self learn how to make patterns for a while.

It is the hardest thing to learn in this profession. Most people just buy the patterns.

No wonder, because it’s full of math. ; ;

After overcoming all obstacles I finally received 2 patterns, made by my aunt last night ♥

I was exhausted after all the equations, point A to B’s, standard measurements, and other data I wanted to absorb at her house. I fell asleep right after I got home.

I’m trying to remember the steps on how she made the patterns, and attempting to write notes and draw diagrams. I really want to learn. I just find the studying part challenging [ it's been 2 years since I last used my study-brain-cells ].

Closer to my goals. Extremely Happy.
♪  Tracy

Final Fantasy 13 is coming up this march. The trailer that taicho linked to me made owning a Playstation 3 the most sensible thing in the world. FFXIII is awesome!

When I bought my first computer, I decided I would focus on the PC side of gaming. It took a helluva time gaining enough money to buy my own “persocom”. I concluded that I am not that much of a console gamer as compared to being a PC gamer. If you’re not rich, there are things you have to sacrifice in exchange for what you really want. Still, I’m a sucker for RPGs.

Must distract myself… [ reads pally tanking guides ]

♪ Tracy

I can’t seem to control myself from talking about my gaming life with my office mates.

They usually don’t have a clue on what I’m talking about, just staring back at me with a blank look on their faces. That doesn’t seem to stop me from babbling about my experiences in game.

Being a gamer in real life is tough. But worth it. As long as I get to tank.

\o/ hurrah my would-be-self tank pally, Prínce.

My friends said konata reminds them of me. Despite the similarities, I think there’s a kona in all of us [gamers at least]. Anyway, I can’t wait for World of Warcraft.

Tracy

My quest in creating a hopefully-permanent-in-game-name-for-future-mmos is done.

Azethine.

It took me 24 hours to decide. But I will still proceed with my original plan of using the name Prínce as my WoW Human Paladin FEMALE Character later, because technically that idea came first.

I had a bad day at work. Ugh. Just a little more. I’m almost there. I can already smell the scent of mmorpgs … !

♥ Tracy

It’s telling me not to be put down by my height anymore. >:]

♥  Tracy

My office mate Winter told me to go soul searching, because she finds my gaming addiction unhealthy.

I think I’ll survive somehow.

Currently thinking of an in-game name! Most of my names are taken.

Must. Be. Creative.

Tracy ♥

I will update my blog on some of the things that’s been happening to me in real life.

I have worked for my current company for nearly a year now and I believe it’s time to move on. I’ve been thinking about it for a long time [7 months to be exact]. The past 3 days were the most stressful, because I was thinking of the cons of resigning every minute of the day.

Yes, it haunted me. I know my friends will think that there’s no reason to have second thoughts because they know I’m better off elsewhere [<3 you guys] but still, I can’t help but think about the effects of my actions.

Maybe it’s because it’s my first resignation.

My dad and mom finally supports my decision. So I thought… good things come to those who wait, but these things doesn’t come by twice. Thus, I’m grabbing this chance…

Ten minutes ago, I have decided, without no regrets, with 100 percent confidence, that I’m handing in my 30 day notice of resignation tonight.

The next 30 days might be hell. Well, screw that.. because, like what my office mate told me, I’ll be out of that shit hole. Soon, I’ll be free. ♪

For the new years I’ve decided to show you pics of my pets, yet again.

Dobby, refusing to let go of the sewer rat he caught [ haha sorry guys ].

Miming’s art of sleeping.

♥ Tracy